Thursday

The longest journey begins with a single step. I took that step back in June when I made my decision to start my researching, my interviewing, and shopping around for my surgery and a doctor. I haven't turned back since. I have had my moments where I thought I was going to and even wanted to change my mind but I think therefore I am! This morning I woke up like WOW its Thursday only four more days! I have really been suffering in pain the last couple of nights with my GERD, and getting really like maybe 2-3 hours of sleep (ugh) and and I thought to myself after these four days I'm really going to experience some serious pain! humm didn't think about that huh...
Today I had to think about it this way, that pain will only be temporary. My effects from the surgery will last me the rest of my lifetime. I have suffered enough, the surgery is 90% a medical decisison but the other 10% is because I would love be sexier looking. YES! I have come to love me! But lets face it there is always room for improvement...OK! So as I turn my corner in the next couple of days in my journey, to get some wheels turning. I keep telling myself this is only the beginning! I focus on the good that will come out of what I am embarking, If I plant good seed then Ill get good harvest!