My inspiration

It is exactly a week for my big day and the one word that describes me is nervous!!!!! AHHHHH
I thought a week ago I wasn't going to go through with the surgery. I allowed somethings that were said to me that were negative to rest in my spirit and begin to settle a bit. I thought "maybe I can't do this" "maybe I won't be successful" I DON'T KNOW!!!!! But of course God always has HIS WAY. A very good friend (really more like a lil sis to me) of mine fell ill and had to have emergency surgery just about a week and half before mine, she had already been facing some tests in her own walk with God and then the surgery came along. I talked to her everyday! and she was always in pretty good spirits and she said to me one day "its not even the surgery part of it" and when she said this I thought to myself how could I be SO worried about having surgery. IF SHE CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!
Since that day I have been more at peace with yes on November 17, 2009 I will have bariatric surgery. This is can a scary thing, but like my girl Michelle sang on Sunday tho trails come I feel like going on!!! and BABY (in my Monique' voice) I knew then I could go on!
I always had a feeling of excitement until the date got closer and closer but, I think this is very normal. Not to say that I'm not still excited, I just don't do pain. So when I start focusing on the side effects I will experience I think about my lil sis and Michelle who I know was singing to me! on Sunday. In their own ways both of them have inspired me. I love you both thank you.