OK so let see here: House cleaned (check) Car clean (check) Hair wash (check) Packed NO!!! LOL I have to get up super early in the morning and get to my moms so she can drive me to the hospital and get this party started!
My cousins texted me this morning and said "tomorrow your going to be a new woman" I thought YEA! HELL YEA!!!! But no, no I'll be the same woman just things about physically will change. This is something that I want to be clear about with not just with my friends and family but with myself. Bariatric Bypass Surgery is a lifestyle change. Unless your ready to really make this change then I suggest you don't make the decision to have this surgery. I was at a point and time in my life where alot of things were already changing as it was, so I was welcoming change.
Tonight I have reflected on all the different things that I have been through, and how God never brings you to a certain point to just leave you. So my nervous feeling is really at its lowest. I just have to get past the pre-op part tomorrow. I do want to take this time to thank everybody who has been supportive during this roller coaster. I haven't posted a "face book status" so to say LOL about me getting my surgery b/c I rather keep it somewhat private for now. Those that do know and have been finding out have been very encouraging and supportive and that means the WORLD TO ME!!! I have had my na sayers but that's not going to stop me. The ones that doubted me will wish they never did!!! Tonight I can say...Yea I'm Ready!
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