I've gotten so off track with blogging my emotions through this crazy journey. I've stopped talking to people, not just because "oh I had surgery" but because some people feel their way should have been my way and we didn't agree.
I for once have made a selfish decision (YES ME LOL) and had my surgery thinking of me first. I am happy about this. Im embracing this change. I currently don't know how much I weigh, but I know I have gone down two sizes in my pants. Everything is getting smaller already, inches are definitely coming in and its just amazing! I feel great! Of co ruse there is still work to be done. I still have to continue eating right and start a work-out routine as soon as I get my green light from the doctor.
A part of me feels bad that I don't have the support of certain people in my life, or even the friends I thought were my friends I found out really weren't. As the new year approaches I just tell myself along with this new me and this new year I will just turn over a new leaf and leave the old behind. If your not for me then your definitely against me! DEUCES
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