Six weeks Post-Op

I've gotten so off track with blogging my emotions through this crazy journey. I've stopped talking to people, not just because "oh I had surgery" but because some people feel their way should have been my way and we didn't agree.
I for once have made a selfish decision (YES ME LOL) and had my surgery thinking of me first. I am happy about this. Im embracing this change. I currently don't know how much I weigh, but I know I have gone down two sizes in my pants. Everything is getting smaller already, inches are definitely coming in and its just amazing! I feel great! Of co ruse there is still work to be done. I still have to continue eating right and start a work-out routine as soon as I get my green light from the doctor.
A part of me feels bad that I don't have the support of certain people in my life, or even the friends I thought were my friends I found out really weren't. As the new year approaches I just tell myself along with this new me and this new year I will just turn over a new leaf and leave the old behind. If your not for me then your definitely against me! DEUCES

Reaching Week Three

My soul looks back and wonders how I made it over???? It's been almost three weeks since my surgery and so much has happened! I have lost a relationship and mended another one. It's amazing to see how many real friends you have in your corner when you down. You get fewer phone calls, texts, emails lol but It only gives you time clean out your "address book" is how I like to put it. LOL
I started back on my Internet radio show Real Life wit RealTalk (www.wugr.biz Fridays 7:30p-9:30p) and didn't realize how much I enjoyed doing the show until I was away for sometime, I am considering if I may want to us my communications major possibly on the radio???? I'm still thinking PR is where it's at but I need to finish my degree first anyway! That's been heavy on my brain as well.
In approaching my week three my goal is to start walking more then what I already have, and start my scrap booking. I need something to help me with the emotional woes I have been enduring, this may help me keep my mind busy and off some of the bull. I truly believe thou when your trying to do whats right or even sometimes just something to better your self that's when you will get hit with so,e of the craziest things from the enemy. But like I have learned you just have to COUNT IT ALL JOY!